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**about me**
Andriy-LYDIA
09-11-1985
Grooving to the style of J-Lo
Big fan of Argentina and Brazil
Admiring Shevchenko,Torres & R.Carlos
Exercising's been an integral part of my weekly routine
Loving Project Runway,Apprentice,Survivor & Amazing Race
Debating on Political,Social and Economic Issues,Astrology and Human Minds
Waiting for a chance to get down to Egypt,Florida,Melbourne,Russia and South Africa

**if i were a billionaire**
Purchase Arsenal
Commit myself to Community Service
Donate lots & lots of money to charity
Build new homes for the poor regionally
Aspire to change the lives of the orphans
Separate the Palestinians and the Israelis
Give life-sentence to huamns who eat domestic animals
Be the main shareholder of the petroleum company in Arab
Buy myself a pretty yacht,a Rolls-Royce and a mansion on Beverly Hills

**walking down my runway**
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**the host**

**designer**

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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
i feel so........
lost and clueless. (standing position)
empty and down. (source of inspiration has died)
heartbroken and depressed. (to love and lost)
insulted and despised. (to be named an animal)
useless and dumb. (airhead, you call it)
betrayed and broke. (combo of racial,religion & financial issues)
angry and hatred. (where heart-attack is highly possible)
disappointed and disheartened. (no future ahead)
threatened and scared. (death might come to me anytime of the day)

there's really no point.
and no u-turn either.
guess we've come to a dead-end.
it's either you or i will survive.

flash!there goes the cameras.
9:54 PM