i need to pull the bullet right through my head.
why didn't i thought of that?
a simple phonecall saying how much i miss you
saves the day!

it finally felt good having to call sara and tell her i MISS her!
and i'm completely drenched in guilt.
for i've not met her for quite some time.
and its surprising to know.
for it's not only her i've not met.
christina, cindy, grace, mel, elaine, lily, ida, siew ting.
del, marini, kailing, az
wee2 and the np guys too!

i'm feeling so out of place today
and its not the work's that has been bothering me
just not in the right state of mind
ok, thats exaggerating
its just the week of the month where the pain gets to me
and i can't think for goodness sake!

the whole day's spent just lying on the bed
with the controller on my hand
switching between the discovery channel and the travel & living
during those short advertisements
oh and now, i finally found some energy (yes sayang, its stored energy!!)
to pick myself up from the self-created trauma
and start some typing and doing some research.

i've been looking at some car models
with reasonable price;and with the expensive-looking touch
nah, its not malaysian cars nor the korean cars i'm vying for
maybe good quality japanese car
or maybe continental?
i hope to make some good recommendations to sayang
cause i'm hoping that he'll ditch the idea of a second-hand car
ok, easier said
cause the money's not coming from my pocket!
=)

he's always mention that i've got classy taste
something's not realistic nor down-to-earth
something's not good-value-for-money
and something's just too good to be true.
i don't think classy's the word.
maybe i'm just a girl who has an eye for details
someone who prefers, say cars, with the personal touch
ring a bell?
customization!

now, what's wrong with customization?
something's different for a change
and probably people have to wear sunglasses just to look at it
HAHA! ok,that's corky.
anyway, i have a thing for big cars with nice interior touch.
nah, its not the lexus i'm thinking of
i'm talking cayenna and the xc-90
aren't they nice?

then again,
like sayang mentioned,
maybe sometimes i don't know what i'm talking about
practicality's an opposite course for me
and a new motto i should try to live with.
we're but in Singapore.
doesn't that make enough sense?

ok, it did.
now that i'm screening through his words.
for the first time
i'm in deep thoughts.
*mmm....*

=)